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[Oct. 10th, 2007|01:16 am] |
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I kinda feel like my sanity is slipping away, anyone out there? |
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| Sup? |
[Nov. 3rd, 2006|12:16 pm] |
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Sooooo, whats going on, eh? World of Warcraft and Final Fantasy XII is whats going on for me. Classes going well...gonna need to do better in my calc class, but oh well. Looking at becoming a teacher, teaching economics, or an economics major. I am gonna talk with people at the Education Department here sometime soon, find out what classes I would need, see if I can't get an internship over the winter break and see what it is like. Not a lot else going on. WoW still owns my life...but my guild is doing well! 11 bosses down in naxx, 4 more left. And about these half year intervals between my posts...I will work on that. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 13th, 2006|08:00 pm] |
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HA! I MADE YOU LOOK! |
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| Ack |
[Feb. 16th, 2006|10:40 pm] |
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| | Hey You- Pink Floyd | ] |
I really am not starting to care about anything anymore. Classes are going well. My physics teacher kicks ass, and is the textbook example of the absent minded prof. I should probably try to get out some more. I am probably going to buy Lord of War tomorrow, deposted my second refund check from UMass, and then just play World of Warcraft. My mother is coming out Monday, which I have off, so that will be good. Nothing really else to say. I am a lvl 60 druid/care bear now. Probably going to do laundry soon. I have also been readindg the series on Amber, by Roger Zelazny. Good stuff. That is all. |
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| oh boy |
[Feb. 6th, 2006|08:41 pm] |
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Has anyone seen or heard about next years budget? Oh dear God. I want to cry, badly. I almost want to die, thinking of all the shit we are going to have to clean up after this man. I am just going to stop thinking about it, to much right now... |
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| huh? |
[Jan. 29th, 2006|11:43 am] |
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Yeah, I forgot about this thing. Ahem. I am back at college now, still need to unpack some shit, and classes start on Tuesday. Going to try and see DL Hughley this coming Saturday, should be good. Uhhhh, lets see...If I did not say so already, I got the whole Star Trek: TNG series for xmas, which I had to pay half, but well worth it. I worked all break and made about $1200, which should cover me for the semester. Yeah, not much else going on. I am trying to get my first lvl 60 guy on World of Warcraft. I am halfway to 54, so it should not take to much longer. I also just finished season 3 of TNG. I must say, I am rather impressed with the writers; it was the first cliff hanger they ever wrote, and the second time they used the Borg, and it was "The Best of Both Worlds." Ah Star Trek, what would I do without you? That's all, I will try to update more often... |
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| Go |
[Dec. 3rd, 2005|08:10 pm] |
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| | For those who Fight Further | ] |
So yeah, today I went down to Manchester Conn. for a Go tourny. I did alright at 1-3; two of the games I lost were very very close, and I probably should have won them. But oh well, there is another one here at UMass tomorrow, which will be great. I got 3rd place for my division today, and hope to do better tomorrow, but we shall see. I hope some of the guys I know at Olin College make it out, who knows. I love Go so much...it brings so much peace, I highly recommend you play. |
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| wooo |
[Nov. 9th, 2005|04:22 pm] |
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| | One Leaf Clover | ] |
So I got a 100% on the math exam, and from what I saw on the list was the only one to do it out of 2 or 3 hundred people. Ego trip time! *dances* |
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| National Novel Writing Month |
[Oct. 24th, 2005|03:01 pm] |
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So yeah, I signed up for it. http://www.nanowrimo.org/index.php?
Pretty much, you have to write somthing 50,000 words long in the month of Novemember. It looks like fun, and I need to do something to fill in all the time I have on my hands. I am under the name Dragontrunksalot, so if you wish to follow my progress you can do so. Or read what I write even, but I am not sure you can or want to do that. |
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| Damn |
[Oct. 20th, 2005|12:43 am] |
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I just read an essay called Art Objects, by Jeanette Winterson. And I must say, it reminds me of why I do keep on going. It is so easy to be brought down, to despair, to become numb to everything, but then something comes along and turns that all upside down. I will admit, I have considered suicide before, but never had the balls to do it, and also, I reminded myself of the things that are really worth living for. I hang on to true love, because I fully believe in it, and it is such a life changing event, that I look forward to it with open arms, and that the beauty in classical music, in art, in books, it really does object to the shit that can be life. |
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| Holy Crap Batman! |
[Oct. 17th, 2005|01:26 pm] |
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So I am looking through face-book, which is becoming a bad habit, and I decide to see where people from my old high school are at. Well, would you look at that. One of the people in my old MB is going to Mt. Holyoke. *flips out*
Like, that made my entire weekend right there, even though it overall sucked. Friday night was good, Kate came over and spent the night, she was suffering from hypothermia I do believe, and took all night getting warm again. We watched Pi and talked and such. Saturday night I tried to go too a Star Trek party, but I got lost and missed the bus back to UMass. So I walked back, and it took me an hour and a half. And I thought I was going to get ass raped and killed a number of times. Not fun. And yesterday was me trying to do a 6 page paper, which I am getting geared up for now, and failing. So seeing this girl from Oregon so damn close, it was just so nice. I have to meet with her. |
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[Oct. 10th, 2005|12:29 am] |
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You know what? I'm fucking sick of life right now. What the fuck is it for? Swarms of fucking maggots living out their lives with the delusion of purpose and killing the planet around them. What do I have? I have my fucking games, and thats it. I try to assert myself, and nothing happens. Half of it is my fault, half of it is my histories fault. I have moved 14 times, I have made friends and then left them over and over and over, and so I just stop trying, whats the fucking point? I have so much emotion bottled up and some days I can't belive that I have not killed someone. I find myself sitting in my chair in a half fetal possition with my hands clenched thinking of all the ways to kill, of all the ways to end it, and then I just stop. But for how long? College was supposed to be the release, was supposed to end my isolation, and give my life a purpose. This is what happenes when I put to much stock into something. It ends up being different, and I just crash. I try so hard not to set myself up, but it always happenes. This is fucking shit. |
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| Fuck |
[Oct. 6th, 2005|09:31 pm] |
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So the trip to Ohio was called off, because it turns out almost no one is acually able to make it. Fucking eh. It figures. I have only had one fucking lan party in three years, and being the gamer that I am, thats like going through constant withdrawl without an end. GAH!!!! |
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| Ohio |
[Oct. 5th, 2005|11:52 pm] |
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Sooo I am taking a little road trip this weekend with my father to Ohio. For what, you ask? For a LAN party of course!!!! Like, 6 other clan mates will be there, and some others as well, and it should rock the fucking weekend. Mmmmmm games.
Also, first exam was today, and it was math. I ass raped it harder then MJ on teh boys. What else, oh, on monday for Go Club, I won both games, which was exciting. Getting closer and closer to starting my own Go Club here at UMass, and we are thinking about having a tourny to help get it jump started. My headphones broke, which made me sad, but I got some new ones. And I also have 6 gigs worth of FF music, pretty much all that was made. Not to much else going on, social life still kinda in the shitter, but w/e, I am having more fun with Rome: Total War right now. And thats it for now, if you want to come to the lan party we are leaving Friday, and coming back Sunday, so tell me so. |
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| Bwhahahaha |
[Sep. 29th, 2005|11:12 am] |
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Silly Republicans are knee deep in shit now, its refreshing. DeLay is in trouble, and with all the other crap going on, people are getting pissed off at the them. Its nice to see the Republicans struggle once in awhile, instead of the us lefties, who seem to just stay on the floor and don't bother to get up anymore. I hope that its starting to change.
In other news, not much. So addicted to Half Life 2 right now, its bad. CS Source is infinitly better then Steam, and I am going to start a Go club. The only hard part is getting enough people together to get it going, and then it should be a snap. There is this girl in the democratic club who looks just like Kirstan Dunst, except a little shorter. And we had a bloody fire drill yesterday. The fire alarm sounds like a fall out siren, except that it goes up, and stops, then starts from the bottom pitch and goes up again, and stops. And its not that loud, so its the kindest fire alarm I have heard so far, which is nice. Also a girl on my floor named Scotty, I was tempted to say "Beam me up Scotty," but that would have been a little sketchy. A little. College is very very easy right now in terms of work. Its acually a little easier then my Seinor year, which was a joke. So I am having fun coasting right now, but some exams are coming up, so we will see. And, thats all. |
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[Sep. 18th, 2005|10:06 pm] |
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Who reads this? I would like to know. |
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| ug |
[Sep. 16th, 2005|11:30 pm] |
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So I was going to watch a movie at student union tonight, but Kate called and was like, yeah, I am coming to UMass tonight. So I thought cool, I shall hang out in my dorm and wait. Its now 11:30, and I am pissed. Goddamnit. The movie would not have been that social, but it would have been good, and who knows what would have happened after? Fucking eh, college sucks ass right now. |
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| Meh |
[Sep. 12th, 2005|03:41 pm] |
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Well, college. Classes are good, but I am having a bitch of a time getting new friends. Not getting into the band sucked, both because I should have, and it would have been great for meeting people. I need to join some clubs, but they have not had the big club day yet. So for now, its just a matter of waiting, some more. I must say, I am really fucking tired of waiting. I have tried to assert myself, but, to no avail. I think that it is my lack of conversational skills, which makes it akward to be with me at all, and my slacking off with persisting on seeing people that is making it so hard, oh well. |
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